Have We Let Our Fear of Dying Kill Us?
I Feel So Alone
D. C. T.'s fifth single, "I Feel So Alone" was released on November 21, 2021. We wrote this song during the great quarantine of 2020. It seemed as if the sky cracked open and the whole world began to fall apart.
Stuck in our small house with all of our fears gave us a great opportunity to make music -- our therapy to express the feelings of isolation, loneliness, shock and dread we had to confront, hold and eventually let go of.
We dedicate this song to everyone who suffered (which is everyone)... and hold a special place in our hearts for all the people who weren't mentally prepared to deal with the trauma... those who chose to no longer live in this world as a result of their loneliness and isolation. R.I.P. ♥
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Song Credits
released date: November 21, 2021
Created, Composed and Produced by D.C.T.
Jāz – songwriting, vocals, lyrics
Mali-D – songwriting, guitar, bass
With our deepest gratitude to:
Jorge Torres – bass, guitar, production support, musical genius
Adri "Cachorro" (Los Zigarros) - drums and total awesomeness
Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at
LR Studios with the amazing Jordi Bonet
Distribution by La Cupula Music
with special thanks to Maarten Van Wijck
© all rights reserved
Official Music Video
lyrics
i feel so alone
so alone...
alone, alone, alone, alone, alone.
where did everybody go?
where did everybody go?
where did they go?
where did they go?
i remember the time
when people looked into each other’s eyes
with smiles... oh...
i miss the smiles
i miss that feeling
walking down the street
just feeling free
but now, i just feel like
there’s something wrong with me.
like i’m dangerous or something...
like i’m out to hurt somebody...
like i’m a criminal...
like i’m some sort of dirty animal...
have we let our fear of dying kill us?
did we go to war without a consensus?
i’d rather take my chances and die...
cause this ain’t life
encourage me to hate
control me, enslave me
entertain me while you lie to me
save me from my thoughts and i’ll give you my mind
show me what I wanna see so i can go blind
i just need someone to blame...
give a name to the pain, i’m going insane
i can imagine a time when my freedom is mine
but in the meantime
gotta free my inside
where did everybody go?
where did everybody go?
where did everybody go?
i feel so alone, alone...
yesterday...
i had so many things to say
but no one to say them to
cause there’s just me
and there’s no you
where did everybody, where did everybody go?
where did everybody go?
where did they go?
where did you go?
I feel so alone, so alone...
alone, alone, alone, alone.